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it ain't right, it ain't fair (& you're desperate now for somewhere to turn)
I try to remember that none of this is permanent. This too shall pass, etc, etc.
So far it hasn't made a dent.
Trial has been postponed, now rescheduled for October sixth.The underside of my car is basically rusted through, so tomorrow I call repair shops & bargain my way through complicated arrangements of getting me everywhere I need to go, and ( Read more... ) -
don't underestimate the things that i will do
He's already out of jail. Set a bond of 10,000 dollars but evidently you only have to pay 1/10th of it. At least I'm hitting his pocketbook ( Read more... ) -
It's the awful truth.
Josh is in jail.
Third degree sexual assault.
Against me.
Quite honestly, I'm numb. I halfway feel like this is all happening to someone else who apparently deserves to be protected ( Read more... ) -
so take a look what you've done (i was thinking you could be trusted)
I've decided the worst part about my life right now may be my new-found appreciation for Taylor Swift revenge songs.
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a maiden i will dee!
Josh and I are going to couples' counselling in preparation (or not, as it may turn out) of moving to Colorado ( Read more... ) -
you can be the outcast, the backlash of somebody's lack of love, or you can start speaking up
I think I've been silent for a long time because of my fear of judgment.
My own judgment. I'm tired of hating myself because of what other people believe, whether it's about me or their ethical quandries with the way I live my life, or whether I'm just setting myself up for a fall. I'm happy. I have a lot of things to work on, but I'm fucking ( Read more... ) -
It's easier to be up high in the air than the ground.
I can feel the rumble of the trains as I wait outside.
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you can call me queen bee, and baby, i'll rule {let me live that fantasy}
The thing about being an adult is that I have no one to blame for all of this ( Read more... ) -
but you're an animal, baby, it's in your nature
Actual text messages I have sent recently. They have been deliberately mixed up in time frame, and certain lines have been deleted to protect the guilty.
Me: geeeeet online i'm sobored i'm almost sober 1:05 AM
Me: ( so it is on like donkey kong 9:04 AM --- {TW: sexual expletives as humor, mentions of sex-related violence [not as humor!} ) -
is it you or is it me
Yes, we're 99% moved into the new place, and have been sleeping here for a week as of today! I'm so much happier that I can't even explain it. I've tried to, but I can't, which is probably why I haven't written about it.
Here, have an anecdote ( Read more... )